i thought.. ...

I thought I have forgotten

Actually I wish to forget about it

But the fact is I still care of it

I always wish for a miracle

Although the probability that the miracle will happen is just 0.0000000001%

Don’t know why I like to do something that will hurt me

I thought that we can still be very close friends in the future

No matter we have move forward or backward

But time change everything

Including you and me

Maybe you are no longer interested what I'm doing

asking me many questions like what you did last time

Maybe you think that I’m very annoying

Or maybe you are just keeping a “safe” distance away from me

Trying to pull yourself from "mud"

Okay~~

I will not be the stupid fellow anymore

I will not be “too” nice to you

I will not be emotional just because of you

From now onwards

I will deleted you from my list

I will treat you as a normal friend

Or even a stranger~~~

delete it~~forget it~~

Quite a long time didn’t update my blog already…

Because of preparing for mid year exam

The exam is still going on next week

Four more days to go…

Honestly, it’s suffering

Feels like want to give up sometimes~~= (

Although always have this kind of  feeling, but I will just pushing myself to accept it

That’s what I chose…=. =

Trying my very best this time

In every subject…

Because___

“Don’t just HOPE for a good result,

Must WORK for it!!!”

Can’t wait for this coming holiday

Although there is still a series of extra classes will be held in this holiday

But I really wish to have some fun with my friends

Shopping, k-box, movie, cheat-chatting, or gossiping…

I want to carry out all of these activities in this holiday!!!!

if not, I will crazy soon… =.=

Anyways…

GOOD LUCK IN YOUR EXAM!!!

ADD OIL!!!! CPY~~~=]

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Today’s weather is quite gloomy

Just like my mood~~

Chemistry mini test paper has returned to us…

And the marks are quite … … [speechless]

Honestly, I put lots of effort on it

And the result is still … …

I wonder actually what my problem is

No matter how hardworking I am

How earlier I’m starting my revision

And yet

The results always remain the same~~~

=____________=

Totally speechless……

sigh~~~~~>___<

love is in the air~~

Today is the royal wedding day for Prince William and Kate Middleton

I watched their wedding ceremony live on TV…

It’s so sweet

Especially when they said “I WILL~~” in front of the priest

The promises for the couple~~

Everything goes smoothly

Everyone is sending their blessing to them

Prince William's wife, Kate is come from a normal family, she never thinks that she will married to a prince…

Yea…everyone is surprised with it~~~

But just like what Justin Bieber said:” never say never!!!”

Girls are hoping they will marry to a true person

Not someone who is rich…not someone who has high status in the society

They just hope for a true man…

A true man who loves them with a true HEART~~ isn’t???

And ….I’m waiting too…waiting someone ...my true prince

Puppy love??? Please stay away from me…you are no longer suitable for me…

i'm 19 years old already~~

What I want is love~~ TRUE LOVE!!!!=]

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cooking competiton

Last Wednesday was the scout cooking competition…

And again….ym, jy, js, xh, and I formed a group…

But unfortunately, it was a rainy day~~=.=’’’

Every one of us were worried because we had prepared everything ~~

Luckily, rain stopped!!!

So, we continued for the competition and need to finshed it in quite a short period of time~~

however, Our group was the first group finished the two dishes…hehe

But we need to thanks LKH for lending us his helping hands when we failed to light up the fire using charcoal

First time cooking under trees using charcoal

Although a bit troublesome…but we able to made it at last

Created the most delicious dishes in our life successfully~~=D

Plus, we got the first place!!!!!

Although the prizes was just a hamper and need to shared it among 10 winners

But we were enjoyed in the process so much…

Another sweet memory in my form 6 study life~~~=]

chief chef~~

chicken hands ducky legs~~[in cantonese]XD

mess~~=.=

very nice, right????

Minggu Saham Amanah Malaysia

Went to Stadium Indera Mulia to participated in quiz Interactive Competition PNB

Sempena minggu saham amanah Malaysia 2011

Maybe some of the students will think that it will be bored and wasting their time only

But I told you: it was FUNNNNNNN!!!!!!!  =D

Reached there by 2++pm by bus with other participants

Had our lunch [Ayamas + mineral water + muffin] there

And then went to exhibition

After registered and took our “passport MSAM” [actually was a booklet =. = ]

We started our “journey”~~

We collected stamp from every special counter like mad people~~ XD

Due to insufficient time given

We planned to returned back after finished the quiz

The quiz……..erm…. eh…… no comment……. =.=”

And after the quiz was ended, we came back to school at 5++pm by bus

But js, xh, jerry, sy, sm, and me decided returned back to stadium until 7++pm~~ LOL

Had lots of fun for the 2^nd visit~~

And got many prizes / souvenir also~~~ hehe…

We arrived home at 8++pm

Wow!!! Break my record already

 First time wearing school uniform for more than 14 hours and came back home at night~~~

Although a bit mentally and physically exhausted now~~~

But really FUN!!!!! =]]]]]]

i got these from there:

1.] a diary notebook [won from a game section]

2.] 3 packs of " all in one seasoning"

3.] 2 packs of CHAMPS vitamin

4.] Utusan Melayu

5.] an account book for secondary school =_=

6.] two pens

7.] exam grade pensil and eraser

8.] 2 bottles of F&N fruit juices [ RM1 each]

9.] brochures which maybe useful for Pengajian Am

10.] many recycling bags...LOL

passport MSAM~~=D

reality v.s. imagination

Reality and imagination

Always in the opposite way...

We had read many children’s stories since young

Snow White…

Cinderella…

… …

But how many of these stories will really happen in reality???

I think none of them will…

Recently just saw a newspaper article in entertainment part

Many audiences complained that why the hero and heroine didn’t married at the end of a drama???

Why the heroine died at last???

The audiences were very unsatisfied with the ending…

The first thing bear on my mind was~~ What so surprised of???

It does happen frequently in reality, isn’t it??

Why people love to live in imagination???

And when they can’t accept anything happen in reality

They will just commit suicide…

I wonder what this world really is.

Sometimes, I love to imagine also

Just like what others did…

I will imagine who will be my life partner in the future???

How many children I will have???

Will I be happy in the future???

How long I can live???

Yea~~ I do love to ask myself these silly questions…

Although I know there is nobody can answer me… except time~~

But yet… I still want to be a silly girl…

As your body needs nourishment

Food… drinks… sleep…

So does your soul need nourishment…

Love… happiness…so on and so on…

Life is not all work; work is not all hard toil.

Nourish your soul with the food that is right for it,

For it is the altar of your own inner temple~~~

=]

happy ending...will it happen in reality???

lack of nourishment in heart~~