FUTURE

Freaking stressed recently,

Not because of work, not because of stpm result

But about my future…

Everyone keeps asking me the same questions repeatedly…

“What courses u wish to take in the future?”

“Which university u wants to choose?”

“Have you applied those scholarships?”

“Do u have confidence on your result?”

OH!!!!PLEASE STOP IT!!

I still don’t know which course I’m interested.

I have no idea which university is the best.

I haven’t started to apply any scholarship YET.

I TOTALLY have no confidence of my result AT ALL!!!

7 A’s in UPSR surprised everyone…

Relatives, teachers, parents, neighbors and friends…

Everyone started put lots of hope on me, especially my parents…

They started labeled me as “clever girl” since that day…

But actually, I’M NOT…

If you ask me: what for u study so hard?

I will reply you: for my parents…

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message from God

“It’s your heart knows who loves you, not your ears or eyes...

Listen to the words, and you can be fooled

Look at the actions, and you can be fooled

Feel deeply into your heart, and then you will know the truth.

Who makes your heart soar now?

Well, what are you waiting for?”

That’s the god message I got from Facebook.

And I was shocked! It’s totally similar with what I’m thinking…

Sometimes, I will ignore what my heart “tell” me

I will think LOGICALLY and try to hypnotize myself that my heart is lying,

What “it” said is not true at all…

Yea, I make myself temporarily blind sometimes.

I have no idea why I run away from the truth

Maybe I haven’t prepared myself to accept it…

Oh gosh, I’m confused...