i thought.. ...

I thought I have forgotten

Actually I wish to forget about it

But the fact is I still care of it

I always wish for a miracle

Although the probability that the miracle will happen is just 0.0000000001%

Don’t know why I like to do something that will hurt me

I thought that we can still be very close friends in the future

No matter we have move forward or backward

But time change everything

Including you and me

Maybe you are no longer interested what I'm doing

asking me many questions like what you did last time

Maybe you think that I’m very annoying

Or maybe you are just keeping a “safe” distance away from me

Trying to pull yourself from "mud"

Okay~~

I will not be the stupid fellow anymore

I will not be “too” nice to you

I will not be emotional just because of you

From now onwards

I will deleted you from my list

I will treat you as a normal friend

Or even a stranger~~~

delete it~~forget it~~