happiness = sadness

Went back to kampong last weekend

Had a most relax able weekend there

Out from the hustle and bustle from the busy city

Throw all my the reference books away from my mind

Forgot all about the mini tests

And just made my mind empty, blank….

Enjoy being a kampong girl there

My kampong ___CHENDERIANG is the most beautiful place that I ever visited

Feel like want to stay there after retired in the future …haha

The first time I didn’t log in to facebook for more than 36 hours…

And the very first time I didn’t text anyone using hand phone due to boringness~~

Wow!! New records for me…==

Can’t wait for the next time…=]

The journey of life always include sadness and happiness

Which we can’t avoid it

Something happened in my family and made me feels emotional this few days

And all the sources of those problems are come from my mom

I don’t know what’s wrong with her recently

It is because of menstrual pause????

Please control yourself, okay????!!!!

I can’t stand for it anymore

Feel like want to run out from home immediately!!!

I just can hide myself at the corner

Pretending I’m deaf…..blind……

Pretending I’m tough…

Don’t bother anything~~~

That what only I can do now…

Laugh in front of others but cry inside my heart…

I’m the only one who understands me…

I hope that when I say:”don’t worry…I’m fine...”

Someone will say:” stop pretending….I knows you aren’t ……”