YES or NO???

is so difficult to choose between yes and no~~
the biggest weakness of Libra is too hesitate to make any decisions
and...I'm a Libra..
maybe i need to be brave sometimes
express my feelings directly
without concerning anyone's feelings
just speak it out loudly..
but can i????
no..i can't~~haiz
i just keep it in my heart
lock it maybe at somewhere the deepest in my heart
doesn't want to let others know
even my closest friends and family
but day after day
i realised there was too many "secret" in my heart which i kept it since a long time ago
and the memory space is almost used up
now it is time to clean up
throw away all this "useless' secret
and start to install as many sweet memories as i can
and i hope i really can be BRAVE!!!!=]





i should be BRAVE!!!

love listen to this song when i'm emo~~=]

STPM result 2010 has announced~~

today is a big day for those candidates who sat for stpm paper last year
getting back their results
if not mistaken, our school has 2 people get 4 flat
1 from science stream [physics class] and 1 from art stream

my fiend from other class told me that their teacher asked them come down to the hall on 12noon
and they wonder what is the purpose of this act
is it congrats them who have passed the exam with flying colour???
or just analyse which subject is the most easier to score???
the answer is NEITHER~~
the teacher asked them to search who is crying because of their unsatisfied result..=__=
and look at them
she said:"if you don't study hard from now, u will experience the same situation like them next year."
what a cruel fact~~=____=


even tears cant change the fact~~



next year at this moment
i will cry because of happiness or disappointment???
hmm... I'm curious~~

sometimes i really hate myself
i cant follow what i had planned
not carried out what i should do according my schedule
when it's time to do homework
i will said : let's rest 5 more minutes...10 minutes........
when it's time to do revision
i will said : still have a lot of time...wait first...wait........
why I'm soooo lazy????
i really cried out when i failed to solved some of the math question
feel like don't want study anymore when i cant follow what teacher teaches in chemistry
feel like wanna give up from my suffer form six life when i cant memorise those bio stuff

I'm lazy~~

when i see those friends around me are keep on fighting for their bright future
continuing their journey to success
how about me????
what I'm doing???
still standing there and looking at the sky
dreaming~~
thinking~~
playing~~
never never never move forward...
hmm... that is me~~~

I'm still standing there and looking at the sky~~

Restless Life

now only i realized
"rest" this word didn't appear in the dictionary of form six's life
i only can use "tired" and "busy" these word to describe my daily life

i cant find "REST" this word~~~~T.T

i thought i can rest for a while after the end of chemistry and math small test
and try to finish all those homework which i left N years ago and prepare for the monthly test
but ....math and biology small test [part 2] is coming soon~~ =____='''''
test! test! TEST!!!
i wonder why only our class is so busy with those test
is that because our teachers are too hardworking??
or because we are too lazy??

TEST! TEST! TEST!

actually,  i know this kind of small small test will bring us lots of advantages
but not too often !!Please~~
teachers...we need rest too~~

WE need REST~~

chemistry test paper was returned to us today
and the marks is out of my expectation
quite LOW if compared to JPP's gang in my class
careless mistakes made me lost many marks
feel depressed at the moment when i received back the paper
but its okay
i will learn from the mistakes~

it's just the beginning of a journey~~=]

love love love~~

14/02 ~~
Valentine's day again
and once again
I'm still single and available~LOL
how to celebrates valentine's ???
for me, its just a normal schooling day
but something special in this year Valentine
I'm celebrated my Valentine's with Chemistry~~
what a memorable Valentine's in my life~~haha

chemistry~~i love you~~

this year really have no valentine's mood in SMI if compared to JPP
no chocolate selling stall in the school
no presents on the students' table
no dramatic scenes happen
even no couple walking in the school area
maybe that is the difference between single sex school and double sex school~~

no chocolate~~

no Valentine's gift~~

                               
i still remember the first day i came to SMI
the first thing teachers told us was:"
1.]no "paktohlogy" in school
2.]no touching between girls and boys
3.]just concentrated on your studies
4.]what is the purpose you enter form 6??
to further your studies to university~
not looking for a life partner

I'm partially agreed with it
everyone needs love..i know
but not choosing gf/bf blindly
puppy love???
not suitable for me anymore
I'm 19 years old already
and i will not change myself to love someone i doesn't like
i will let all these things happen naturally
according to God
and now,I'm quite enjoy my singles life... actually..

dear Valentine's Day
i will totally celebrates "you" in the future~~=]
and goodbye Valentine's Day 2011~~

Happy Valentine's Day

cross country~~^^

wake up in the early morning today although is Saturday =.=
because today is SMI merentas desa
aiyo..still need to attend school on Saturday meh????orzzzz
feel lazy ar....
but no choice, have to go also...

when i reached school.OMG~~is crowded there...=___='''
the lower form students feel excited when the girls walked beside them
WTH!!!never seen a girl before meh???!!!
js told me:" never send your children to single sex's school!!!if not, your child will becomes something wrong..."
haha...funny lo...XDD

the competition began at 8++am
and i finished the journey after 30++ minutes
didn't get any prizes..of course...XD
congrats to my friends who successfully gain marks for their own sport house..

suddenly. someone suggested that to have lunch at Secret Recipes after that
js was the first one who agreed this suggestion
wah!!all of us looked at her with a weird expression
because js is the most thrifty person among us
then she said:" sometimes must enjoy the life ge ma..."
RIGHT!!we supported the idea~~
so we went to secret recipes with our sloppy look.LOL
i love the feeling chit-chatting with a gang of friends without any scruple
just chat whatever you want to chat~~
although we were a bit noisy la...haha
such a long time didn't enjoy the time like this
seems like stress, studies, homework were suddenly disappear from the brain at that moment~~

i need friends in my life~~=]

chit-chatting like pasar..lol

cappuccino~~~~^^
and js's head...lol

secret recipes ~~yummy!!!!