home~~

Today I found a type of medicine in my dad’s cupboard

Something called TERRAMYCIN

I wonder why dad hides this medicine in his cupboard

And I’m worry

So, I am decided to search for the usage of this medicine on internet

And the result is ___an antibiotic / use to treat sensitivity

Oooooo…

Thinking too much~~=. =

Actually not my fault also

Because my family is communizing by heart, not mouth

Especially my parents

They didn’t talk much

But still will nagging sometimes, of course

Whatever...

I still love my parents~~<3

I know it is difficult to grow a child

They are sacrificing time, energy and money on us

And what can I do for them in this moment is just make hem proud of me

The only thing I can do

I still remember when I got straight As in UPSR

My parents were more excited than me...

They were everyone around me about this

Relatives, friends, neighbours…

All of them knew~~

But wait 4 more years [I think]

When I get a job,

I will ask my parents retired

And I will take care of them

That is what a child should do, right??

Honestly, I’m the “only” hope for my parents

Maybe I will be the only one who can enter university

the only high educated child in my family

I’m not saying that my siblings are stupid...

But maybe they have no talent on studies

And maybe they will success in their career…who knows??

Dad and mom putting lots of hope on me

But sorry that I’m not healthy as other children

Always suffer from many types of minor diseases

Always make them worry about my health

I’m so sorry~~

I will take care of myself

try not to fall sick easily~~=']

Although sometimes my parents are “berat sebelah”

But luckily my siblings didn’t boycott me also

They love me just as my parents did

Elder sister will always buy some popular and delicious food and share with me

Brother will fulfill all my needs which he can afford whenever I need him

Younger sister always let me bully her ~~XD

All of them make my home sweet

Although sometimes may have some arguments between us

I love my home

I can’t imagine when I left this SWEET home and further my studies outstation

How I’m gonna live without them???

i will miss them so much...

Hmmm…. Sad case =[

sweet family~~~^^

wherever you are~~don't forget the way back home~~=]

doomsday is coming????

after the happened of earthquake and tsunami at japan
most of the people start worrying about the future
doomsday is coming???
but nobody can answer this question
honestly, I'm not worry~~
because i believe that everything will comes to an end
just like humans life
nothing to worry about
if doomsday is really exist
i hope that my spirit will never lost all the memories in my whole life
i still want to keep those memories even I'm dead
according to Chinese myth
dead people must delete all their memories before reborn to this world again
by drinking "ma po" sup~~
maybe u are laughing now
but if this really happen
can i skip it???
i don't want to lost all those memories
neither bitter nor sweet
i still want to remember all of you
everyone of you!!!
i already lived on this world for 18 years ,5 months and 3 days
grateful that I'm still alive~~
grateful that i still have peoples who love me
peoples i loved
still accompanying me
all the time
grateful that the world still creating many memories for me
grateful that I'm still can breathe the fresh air every morning... ....
no matter doomsday is really coming or not
we should learn to appreciate everything around us~~

pray for the Japanese~~

doomsday??? who knows~~

^v^

=]

again~~woke up in the early morning although it's Saturday
went to D.R Park for something called "community service" which organized by Rotaract club
but actually, we are pick up rubbish there..=.=
what had surprising  me was D.R Park ACTUALLY has lots of rubbish
EVERYWHERE~~
i thought its very clean tim~~
after the cleaning session for about 30 minutes
we ate the sandwich [which made by or lovely community service director, club service director and funding director]~~
thanks a lot!!!
then fooling around there like kids..LOL
and..."somebody" are learning "paktohlogy" there~~
Rotarian's sons are so cute
his little son get angry when we called him "didi"
he said:"don't call me didi!!!"
hahaha~~what a joke~~XD


after that, went to parade with jeremine, shyanium and barleyium
watched the movie named 'BEASTLY"

love is never ugly~~

the movie is a bit bored [maybe for me only]
but it's so SWEET
no wonder so many couples in the cinema
must recommends to "somebody"
hahahaha~~
and then, shopping at the popular book fair
wow!!it's a lot of discounts there
but i have buy nothing~~lalala~~
finally, I'm able to control myself
think before buy something
and I just spent RM10.00 today~~woohoo~~~=]]

recently~~

recently~~everything was just fine
test is over
but tension never leave us alone
didn't online using PC recently
because of the broadband
damn it!!
i miss my blog soooo much
and i almost forget the password to sign in my blog..lol

about the monthly test
the result is still ok.
but it seems like i have improved a lot.. haha
i had passed the math for the first time
and get 70 marks for bio~~
hahahahhahahhahaha....I'M SO HAPPY!!!!=D
and chemistry still the same~~=.=
although i had put lots of effort on it~~
what can do???try hard again next time!!=]
CPY~must improve continuously ya~~~
the muet test is just around the corner
and yet, my speaking skills still sucks....orz
try my very best in listening and reading are the only way to upgrade "a bit" my MUET band

and recently~~
something really make me feels emo
and almost drives me to crazy
but thanks to my friend who always support me and give a lot of advices when i was lost
thanks a lot~~dear~~=]
and i will not to think about it anymore
i just want to concentrate on my studies..that's all

feel something wrong with my health recently also
i should spend some time for a body check in this coming holiday
HEALTH ALWAYS THE MOST IMPORTANT!!! 

health is wealth~~

and YES!holiday is coming..
but i think this holiday not gonna be a relax study break
must spend the holiday wisely on study, study and study~~~
"not much time left for the upper six's students"
teachers always told us like this
its true~~
"happy" HOLIDAY to me~~~*sigh