Seems like everyone is enjoying their holiday

But I’m the exception…suffering in this “HOLIDAY”

Have to prepare myself for the coming trial

Work hard for the last chance in my study life…

Wake up in every early morning just for study

My parents wonder: since when my daughter becomes so hardworking???

=. =    yes. I showed this face expression to them

Honestly, I can’t sleep well

Every time I wish to wake up late a bit

The phrase “no time! No time!!” will automatically flashed in my mind

Make me can’t close my eyes at all!!!

Okay…that’s all…

Studies…have to be continued~~~

*Sigh~~~~

H.I.M.

Suddenly remember of you

So, how are you now???

Lost all the way of contact with you

It was almost 3 years already

Still remember clearly that moment when I heard about you from friends

I was totally shocked that time

I wonder why you will choose me among them

All my friends feel jealous on me

But you still didn’t take any action

As well as me too

We were waiting someone to take action first, right?

Waiting… waiting and still waiting…

Until the end of my working day

You still didn’t said anything

I wonder why you dare to talked to your friends but not dare to talk to me

Will it be better if u didn’t told anyone before

Your friends were helping you so much that time

But you still don’t know afraid what

Until the end…we are still strangers to each other

I always thinking

What will be at the end if you told me the truth that time???

Because of the word “afraid”

You lost your chance forever

I always wonder

Are you regretting now?

              or maybe you are totally forgotten who am I already?

Whatever… thanks for giving this unforgettable moment in my life

*to all the people in the world: please voice it out before it becomes too late~~~*

we knew each other from here...

voice out for him...

Feel like want to write something regarding yesterday World Badminton final match

Actually, LEE had did his very best

If compared to Olympic men final match, LEE had improve a lot

This can be seen when he was able to fight back LIN’s smash continuously

it was really AWESOME!!!

He won the first match with score 22-20

It really shocked LIN

However, he lose in the second round with some careless mistakes

With score 21-14 (if not mistaken)

And the third round was really awesome and excited!!!

I screamed it out loudly when LEE obtained the score 21-20

wait for the game point....just one more point...

I thought Malaysia history will be updated by the next moment

But unluckily, our dream spoiled…

LIN won the final match with 23-21

Disappointment was appeared on LEE’s face obviously at that moment

He loses…

Just a bit more…

I know, it’s not his fault

He had try his very best in this game

We Shouldn’t blame him~~~

But yet, there are still many Malaysians are blaming him…

I feel like really want to slap those people

I know he was losing, but have you ever thought from his view???

If we said we are sad, disappointed…

I can say

He is the saddest person in the world; he is the most disappointed person in this moment…

Some of us will think that he is able to gained lots of money just in a competition

But have u ever think that he live in a stressful life???

He participates in different competition every year

Not for himself, not for his family, but is for Malaysia…all Malaysians’ hope!!!

He can’t be an ordinary person in Malaysia anymore

Because everyone attention is put on him…

Just like the saying goes: there is a lot of unexpected painful moment behind a succeed person…

We can't imagine how much painful moment he pass through till now

We never know it~~~

No matter how many people hate you

You still will be my HERO forever~~~

You are the BEST!!!!

LCW!!!

=D

i'm just nothing

When you did something with your fully heart

And that person not appreciate it

Please… stop it!!!

Don’t be that silly anymore…

You are just nothing to them

For them, they will thought that it is your responsible

You SHOULD do it

Even “thank you” this super simple phrase, they will just skip it…

Yes!!!

I waked up … thanks…

I will try not to be that “kind” anymore

Just try to be selfish a bit…

Thanks… I learnt that lesson…

Because I know

I’m NOTHING to you~~

updated...

Buried myself in tones of books recently

What to do??? Trial is coming…

I think I’m going to get crazy very soon

The feeling of depression is closer and closer

I clean up all the subjects’ notes last weekend

And u knows what, I used almost one and a half hour to reorganize all my notes so that its will not look that messy…

And that time. I only realize that I have A LOT or maybe uncountable chapters to be studied on in less than a month of time!!!

My brain is getting bigger and bigger!!!

Can’t sleep well recently when I think about STPM…

It’s just like endless nightmare

If time can reversed back, I sure will study very very very hard during lower six

I swear!!! I WILL!!!!

But I know, it wont come true~~

I really need you now, Doraemon~~~

I wonder is it because of all my memory space is already used up for study…?

I always forget this… forget that recently

Forget to wash school shoes

Forget to do homework

Forget to bring something to school…

Forget to do something my parents asked me to do...etc

Really feel like I’m an Alzheimer patient…=.=

Plus, I become easily to get angry …

Not to other people but angry to myself

Angry that why I’m not as clever as someone

Angry that why I can be that lazy

Angry that why I can wasting time on the unnecessary entertainment such as watching television, online without any purpose, playing phone games, online games….

CPY, do you know that you are very stupid and your results are sucks???

You still can fool around and relaxing??!!!

You thought u really a genius????!!!

You thought you have many years to prepare for STPM???

NOT MUCH TIME LEFT, YOU KNOW?????!!!!!!

Last but not least…SORRY THAT I CAN'T BE PERFECT~~ =(

i need you~~~~

=(